Dale Cooper (
tapestodiane) wrote2012-12-03 12:49 am
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032 - action/audio
Sometimes, being right isn't all that gratifying. In actuality, it can be devastating, especially if there's bad thing coming. Cooper wouldn't claim to have foreseen what would happen during those days; in fact, won't claim to be able to foresee anything. But he'd had a feeling, had been bracing himself, and yet he'd been completely unprepared for what happened and the things he saw.
"I don't know what to do", he tells his audio recorder (not Diane) later in the day, voice uncharacteristically choked. It's the simple truth in light of everything he can recall - actually recall, not just piece together, and that alone is worrying in a whole new way.
He's trying not to think about all that, not yet. And for the next few days he's still trying to clear his mind, even if his motions are distracted and his focus is shaky and his thoughts are stubborn and loud. Whatever is happening, it's escalating, but he feels powerless when it comes to stopping it or even figuring it out.
He wouldn't even assume he had the right question to ask, were he given the chance for an answer.
[Action for Justice Farm: When he wakes up the day he'd normally have been (mostly) mind-wiped, he's still exhausted. Most days will find him in the kitchen with his hands around a coffee cup and none of the usual enthusiasm for the beverage inside, staring distantly out the window with the look of someone who hasn't slept at all. It's a change from his usual demeanor, but whatever is going on in his mind, he doesn't seem all that inclined to share.]
[Audio, for the network, backdated to the 29th:] I'll keep it brief: who else can recall this weekend with a lot more clarity than the previous ones of its kind?
[Action for Saffron: He's around, so feel free to bump into him. He's been on quite a few walks lately. Walks are good.]
(KIND OF BACKDATED and spans all days from 4th wall end til like yesterday, so feel free to bump in with whatever, whenever!)
"I don't know what to do", he tells his audio recorder (not Diane) later in the day, voice uncharacteristically choked. It's the simple truth in light of everything he can recall - actually recall, not just piece together, and that alone is worrying in a whole new way.
He's trying not to think about all that, not yet. And for the next few days he's still trying to clear his mind, even if his motions are distracted and his focus is shaky and his thoughts are stubborn and loud. Whatever is happening, it's escalating, but he feels powerless when it comes to stopping it or even figuring it out.
He wouldn't even assume he had the right question to ask, were he given the chance for an answer.
[Action for Justice Farm: When he wakes up the day he'd normally have been (mostly) mind-wiped, he's still exhausted. Most days will find him in the kitchen with his hands around a coffee cup and none of the usual enthusiasm for the beverage inside, staring distantly out the window with the look of someone who hasn't slept at all. It's a change from his usual demeanor, but whatever is going on in his mind, he doesn't seem all that inclined to share.]
[Audio, for the network, backdated to the 29th:] I'll keep it brief: who else can recall this weekend with a lot more clarity than the previous ones of its kind?
[Action for Saffron: He's around, so feel free to bump into him. He's been on quite a few walks lately. Walks are good.]
(KIND OF BACKDATED and spans all days from 4th wall end til like yesterday, so feel free to bump in with whatever, whenever!)
action;
[Because for all that he's hated Johto, loathed the lack of sense it makes, there were the occasional bits of bright spots that he could get used to. No dead girls on an autopsy table because no one ever died. No gunshot victims. No mangled corpses. No horrors like the ones they've gotten used to contending with every day in their careers.
It's funny, but only through a brand of humor that's black as midnight on a moonless night. If there's evil here, then suddenly this crazy mixed-up place is a little bit more like reality, after all.
But if there's evil here, then since when is that something to be glad about.]
The evil of this world finally rearing its ugly head? Or do you think it followed us in?
action;
Do you remember I told you I'd seen you before you arrived? You and Gandhina. In a dream.
It's happened roughly every half year. Three days with only faint memories of what went on in them. Things both familiar and strange.
[Both good and bad. And they didn't stick around, which was, in some ways, reassuring. In others, well.]
So far the things I've seen have only ever happened during those days. No one can explain it. Yes, I do think whatever evil I saw followed us.
[But ...]
action;
This wasn't a dream. Not one of your dreams — I remember things, too. [A moment passes.] I saw Harry. Probably the same way you saw me.
[He retrieves his coffee and takes another long drink of it.]
You're thinking it's somewhere out there, and it's going to find its way in like I did. Find you like a damn magnet.
action;
[Strange, that, but nice in its own way. Their rapport was still the same.]
I called it a dream because it was the easier explanation, but it wasn't untrue. At the time, that was the only way we could remember. Recollections in dreams. Now ... something changed.
[Which both sidesteps and answers Albert's assumption. He looks away briefly to retrieve the red mug behind him.]
action;
[This being the first time he's ever experienced one of Those Events, he's got no basis upon which to comment; he'll have to take Coop's expertise for granted on this one. Not that that's ever a problem.]
Either way we're gonna have to figure out something to do about it.
action;
Whatever is causing it has to be related to what's bringing people in.
[But that's also it. That's literally all he has to work with.]
action;
So we start watching who's coming in. Where they're from, how many, when they roll in. Everybody lands in the same damn town — maybe that's where we start looking.
[He pauses, leveling a quiet gaze at Coop.]
Some of us, anyway.
action;
[He doesn't acknowledge that show of protectiveness on Albert's end. Whether he didn't notice or just doesn't want to, hard to tell; but the facts are what he'll focus on, not his personal well-being.]
[At least they're not mutually exclusive, huh?]
Up until maybe a year and a half ago, some people started in Mahogany.
action;
[Being occupied isn't a bad thing when it comes to despair. It's better than not focusing at all.]
Even better. Now we've got two places to start. A couple minutes ago we had none.
action;
I think they woke up in the Rocket Headquarters, but what Rocket activity there was in Mahogany moved elsewhere quite a while ago.
action;
So we look to see if it's still happening — people showing up in two different places. Does everybody start in the boondocks now, or is it half and half like it used to be, just that now it's someplace different? If your hunch is right and this place is divvying up innocents and villains on arrival, then it's doing half the job for us — just figure out who woke up someplace different, and there you've got your Rocket base.
action;
[Still, that is an idea. He frowns slightly but is thinking about it. It's moments like these he realizes just how much he appreciates having the few friends he has around - it's easy to get lost in dark places without them, even momentarily.]
action;
[Good. This is good. This is worlds above and beyond the Coop who was staring listlessly out of windows, unsure of what to do with his hands when his mug was taken away.]
But nobody says we have to tell them.
action;
I could send a text out. See if there are any bites.
action;
[If nothing else, it'll give him a different problem to dwell on than the one that's been haunting him lately. Maybe they'll see the dark clouds around his mood break yet.
He lets a beat pass.]
So what do we think of the Autumn Flavors, sunshine?
action;
[And THEN comes the verdict.]
A bit bitter, but the flavors are balanced.
[He almost shrugs. Dale Cooper doesn't shrug, but what do you do.]
It's not bad.
action;
[Another of life's little missions: accomplished.]
I'm willing to take "not bad" for right now.